“The Sovereign LORD has given me a well-instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being instructed.”
Isaiah 50:4 (NIV)
I was not a happy person.
I was struggling in my faith and failing to be the woman God called me to be. My responses to life’s hiccups were harsh. My words to loved ones were rude. My disposition toward others was judgmental.
It was during this period in my life when I was introduced to Isaiah 50:4, “The Sovereign LORD has given me a well-instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being instructed” (NIV). My heart was gripped when I read the word weary. I remember thinking, I’m weary. I need sustaining.
The sustaining part of the verse sounded soothing and comforting; however, the morning wakeup call felt obtrusive and demanding. Why couldn’t I receive a sustaining word later in the day? Though I didn’t want to wake up earlier, it was the only way I could spend time with God in my full schedule. And I did want my life to be different, so I thought, Why not? Things can’t get any worse.
I picked a time and a place to pray and read my Bible. The sun would rise and I would too, grumbling … a lot! But day after day, I dragged myself out of bed, marched up the stairs, sat in the same place I called my “Jesus chair” and whined about getting out of my snuggly covers. Our morning meetings were rote and ridged, nothing like what I expected when my weary heart was first gripped by that verse in Isaiah.
I couldn’t help but wonder, Why aren’t the issues in my life being resolved? When is the Lord going to fix all the people in my life? What good is this quiet time thing anyway?
Even though I was frustrated, I was determined. So I continued to roll out of bed, put on my robe and sit in my Jesus chair with my Bible and devotion book. Little by little my heart softened. There was less complaining and more contentment. My ears began to listen like one being instructed, just like the verse in Isaiah says.
Over time, God’s Word took root in my heart, and I experienced its sustaining power. My weariness started to subside as I turned my focus from it to the presence of God. In the morning, I greeted my family with a smile and cheerful disposition. Moments of panic were now met with peaceful words. Unforeseen schedule changes were calmly resolved. If the day didn’t go as planned, I could still praise.
Are you looking for a word to sustain your weary soul? Are you desperate enough to dedicate time each day in God’s Word? For me, it has to be in the morning, in my Jesus chair, before the rush of emails, carpool and work demands.
Perhaps your Jesus chair is the front seat of your car with your Bible during your daughter’s ballet class. Maybe your Jesus chair is at your desk with a devotional book as you eat lunch and pray.
You see, it really doesn’t matter where or when you meet with God, it only matters that you spend time together each day. His Word is our sustaining power. We can’t live life without it!
Grab your Bible and maybe a devotional book. Then listen like one being taught. He has much to say.
Dear Lord, I am desperate and need a word to sustain my weary soul. I am willing to commit time in Your Word each day. Help me sit still and listen like one being taught. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
“Be still I know that I am God.” (NLT)
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” (NIV)